Welcome to all this... flotsam twisted in my head, things I see, and made up stuff just because, happenings of the past, in the present and stories from any experienced future, ideas of brilliance, of fantastical worlds, and ideas of the insane, bitter truth, disenchanted spells and universal voices, dad jokes and every form of blue language you or your mother could imagine.Â
Following a run-of-the-mill mental break, starting with a locked down respite, foggy cold and grey, then leap jumping to find a just a bit better halfway house when fractured ideas still ruled, up to my first steps back to normal like an anxious little clam at low tide, present state of mind that I don't recognize, I believe with trepidation I have something to say. I've been told that self-discovery is healthy, 'unpack your truths and it will set you free....' so, joy of all joys, if you're here, you get to experience how awful a packer I am. Here will probably be nothing of political color unless people start acting even more stupid (I reserve all right to enter stupidity as I see fit). I will probably not be preachy in spite of my recent self-interest in an analytical understanding of the Buddha - scoffing at anything spiritual has not done me any good to date. I will probably not sell anything. Yet, against all my socialist ideals, I have no shame monetizing any of this if anyone has any ideas, reputable or not. You might find one or two make-up tutorials appropriate for any middle aged, white, gay man. If you have something to say, say it in the comment section I have yet to make a decision about. I review, you review, we all review and have come to believe everyone wants access to everything we think and experience (*see below). Irregardless of my decision on this matter, any comments with improper grammar will be immediately deleted. Hashtag me, heart or thumbs down me, tweet me, share me, block or follow me, it's all on you. This is a self-serving digital expression to get me back to some analog code of normalcy. And, I believe in long sentences.